The holidays for me have always been a time of both joy and sadness and this year was much the same. While it is nice to see everyone and spend time together, it is a little sad thinking about who was not here this year and who may not be here next year. I try to push these feelings away but they still linger on the edges. I think the biggest reason for this is because of my moms’ recent issues and he issues she will probably continue to have.
Don’t get me wrong, it has been great to see family and to be able to spend time together. The feeling has only been on the edges but I am not going to ignore them or push them away. I think it has helped me to not to ignore them but acknowledge them as an eventual reality.
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