At the meeting on Thursday, we talked a lot about struggling and being honest with yourself. This got me thinking about where I am at this year and my own struggles. Overall, I am fairly happy with where I am at but I know I could do better. The thing most troubling about this, is it will be harder to devote more time to my training with my work schedule.
When I am away for work, I usually end up in a hotel or camp or sometimes a house where you end up in a bedroom. There is no place to really train as the rooms are quite small or you end up sharing the space with other people. The work days are also very long and range from 14 to 16 hours depending on travel times. This does not allow for a lot of personal time let alone training time.
I do enjoy what I do for work but it can feel like a burden or even a regret sometimes. This is mostly because of what I end up missing out on because I am not home and not able to do the things I want to do. It also does not allow me to work on some of the things I want to work on and there is always this disconnect.
So my struggle is knowing I should have done more with the time I have had at home and knowing that it will get harder for the next few months.
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