I am starting to feel a lot of pressure lately. We are less than 2 months away from grading and I feel like I need to spend more time training. I'm not saying that this is the reason because its not, but the added pressure of doing Kwoon renovations is not helping. There is a lot of work left to go and even though its not the case, it seems like I am spending all my free time working instead of training. This is planting seeds of doubt about my rediness to grade. The way I have gotten through is looking at the renovations as part of my training because it reconnects you to the Kwoon. Its not like I regret doing the renos its just my mind playing tricks on me. I will be prepared to grade if I am ready and if I am not that will have nothing to do with doing the renovations. I'm sure every Sihing that is planning on grading has something in the back of their mind telling them they will not be ready. We havre a strong bond and it is definately an asset to have them as training mates.
Sihing Lindstrom
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