I find it funny how I talk to myself a lot more these days. There is a lot more self doubt and the negativity that creeps in. This is then followed up by me calming myself down by saying all I can do is put my best effort into what I do and there is nothing else I can do. I cant control what other people think or do but I can hopefully influence them. My actions can influence them either positively or negatively but that is on me and me alone.
It seems to be a constant theme with me these past few months, but the uncertainty of your work situation tends to have that affect on you as anyone who has gone through this will know. There are not many things guaranteed in life and I am learning to recognize that. I am not able to completely block them out and I don't think I want to as it tends to keep me grounded but I am getting better and calming myself down and being able to focus on things that I can control.
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