Just show up.

I have been feeling more motivated this last week than I have in quite a while. It is funny how the simplest thing can change your perspective. I had been feeling a disconnect from the team since they started practicing the lion dance. It is tough being on the outside but I made myself part of it by showing up to the practices and helping where I can. All you need to do to be part of something is just show up.

New Year

So it's a new year and looking back 2014 kind of sucked. It was a struggle for most of the year and I'm glad it is over. The break was nice as it allowed me to think about where I was at and where I wanted to be next week, next month and 1 year from now. I have to change what I am doing and when, but I now have goals for myself that are achievable and i have taken that all important first step.