Forms

I started this blog in a totally different fashion but after reading it, I decided to delete and start again. These past 2 to 3 months have been very challenging for me. I have had some tghings to deal with at home, then 2 weeks ago there was a major issue at work that I had to deal with at the same time. The one thing that brought everything back to me was my Kung Fu. It was the one place where I was truly in the moment and everything else was forgotten. Reality came crashing down yesterday as I realized that my forms were not up to par. Something felt wrong for the last while but I couldnt put my finger on in until Sifu Brinker worked with me one on one last night (you must be doing something really bad if he needs to work one on one with you -the first thought that entered my head). What an eye opener as I now know that I have a lot of stuff to fix and a short amount of time to do it in. I thought I was handling everything quite well but I now know that I was not. I have to take care of my home life but there is no reason why I cannot train smarter. The first step on that road is to fix my forms and the way to do that is to practise them daily (not 2 or 3 times a week like I have been).